I know that He send the cheonsa beside me

My Ms. Cheonsa...

I dont know what I have to say about her, My Ms. Cheonsa.
Maybe I'm not just a lucky girl, nope... I know I'm special thats why so many good luck come, hahaha... yeaahhh, but bad luck also come, depends on you how you vote it.

Today, I just go to office like usual, because today I have so many things that I have to do, prepare the rooming list for a group tomorrow, card verivy all the credit card for arrival tomorrow, create all the reservationt by email n fax... yaaacckkss, one thing that made me headache is I didnt get enough time to sleep last night, only 3 hours.
Its my fault, cos i watch korean drama lol.

And got surprise at office, I read email from my GM, so bad the email talked about we have to meet the Regional Director of Sales Marketing from Aston International, and I dont prepare anything...

Nervous, Scare, Panic, all make my feel complicated. Riri was really busy and I cant tell her what I feel, and then I bother her and asked her to lend me her iphone so I can whats up my manager, since my manager in Singapore to do sales trip for a week, she will come back next week on monday.

Me   : Buu
Me   : Novita ini
Ms. Cheonsa : Ya??
Me   : Buu, do you know that today we have a meeting with Ms. Fridi?? I just little bit afraid, because I just new in this job as a reservationt, so I'm afraid that I cant speak well with Ms. Fridi, now arri go first to meet her. What I have to do??
Ms. Cheonsa : Nothing... U calm down first
Ms. Cheonsa : U have done good job dear no need to worry
Ms. Cheonsa : Dia tanya2 gimana selama ini
Ms. Cheonsa : Just tell the truth aja, cos I got nothing to hide
Ms. Cheonsa : So should u
Ms. Cheonsa : Kalo memang saya kurang apa, silahkan di inform
Ms. Cheonsa : Probably di tanya2 product knowledge
Ms. Cheonsa : Rate Grid
Ms. Cheonsa : Golden Rules
Ms. Cheonsa : Novita mau tanya apa?? Or anything u want to know.. yang kira2 kamu blm pede
Me   : Will she ask about u?? aa.. I'm not good at product knowledge, and golden rules, since sometimes I dont have a good time to learn all of product, so bad today just come, and I have to face her. But I will, and If she ask about you, I will tell the truth who you are as my manager :)
Ms. Cheonsa : Thankss babe, just tell the truth ya :)
Me   : Nothing, I will read all the information
Ms. Cheonsa : Ga papa, u tell that kmu masuk in the middle of peak season, all product knowledge u learn by doing
Ms. Cheonsa : Some information shared but hasnt been properly trained cos of the short of manning, while operation must go on rite ?
Ms. Cheonsa : Yes, she pasti will ask how I manage the team
Ms. Cheonsa : Just tell the truth
Me   : Yess buu... Thank you so much, I will answer all of her question with confidence. Buu, whoever you are, just be Bu Stella that I ever know, and whatever they say about you, you are my manager :)
Me   : Wish me luck ya buu
Me   : I know that I can
Me   : Thank you so much :)
Me   : I'm not afraid anymore^^, Its my turn now :)
Ms. Cheonsa : Yes, of course u can dear, u have potential remember that
Ms. Cheonsa : :)
Ms. Cheonsa : Good Luck

I'm so lovely, I know that.. He send me an angel, a real angel.. She's the one who knows and who can understand me..

I send a message to Riri, eventhough I just have 0,00000000001% it doesnt mean that I'm being hopeless rite??
thats really important, 0,00000000001% still can give me hope.
I know here, no one support me or give me a chance to prepare my dream, But Ms. Cheonsa she give a chance to prepare my dreams, and build it then one day I can see my dream being come true.

I really thanks to Riri, cos she recomend me to join with this company, eventhough no one like me here, no one accept me here except Ms. Cheonsa n Riri , but I know this way He make it for me, so I can be Debora Novita Ayu Saraswati.

I really thanks to Mr. Manado someone who i love now, eventhough we still dont know each other but you know what?? I will, Yes I will, I will do my best so Ms. Cheonsa proud of me, and you can see me^^
Thank you eventhough we still dont know each other  but you still can make me smile, only think about youu, I can happy and smile in a whole day^^
Could you please waiting for me, I really work hard to go to the next level so you can see me?
I will work hard, Yes I will, for Ms. Cheonsa, for Riri, for you Mr. Manado, and for my DREAM and FUTURE^^.
Please wait for me =)

Dear God, thank you. Whatever they say about me, I just want to be my self, I just want to show the love, to show the way how you can build your dream.
I dont want to give up. I can be right now, Its not easy, so I dont want to waste the time.

Thank you, Thank you so much. I want to meet Ms. Cheonsa soon, and see her smile. Miss her a lot.

Oyeaahh God... Can I ask you somethind that really important?? Please bless n stay beside Ms. Cheonsa, Riri, Vivi, and Mr. Manado =)
Love them so much^__________^
and thank you cos You make me being a special one^^

今日

おかさん。。。私の人生の意味は何ですか？

私は。。。夢を失った、目的を失った。

 何のためにその後の私の人生？





おかさん。。。私はただ普通に生きたい。

それから、私は本当に正常に戻って私の夢と人生を見つけることを期待。




 おかさん。。。私の人生の意味は何ですか？

Love is Friendship..??

Everyday... Everytime... Everyone talking about LOVE, Love... Love is Friendship, I really dont understand about LOVE...

A years ago i have closed with someone.. But He's not mine.. haha

Its been along time i never feel fall in love again.

It's bullshit if i dont need a man, of course i need, but i dont know why? I actually selected every man close to me, I do not want to arbitrarily make him my boyfriend.

My mom ask me, when will you have a boyfriend, i said i dont know, of course i want as soon as possible. But i still want to waiting.

I wish He's not Indonesian.. haha

I want He's from Korea or Japan, or Malay (maybe...)

I dont like bule... LOL

they are handsome, but i dont want to close with them or have a relationship with them, they just nice as a friend..

I wish him (my prince i mean) not too tall and not too short for physically, I wish him fashion style (i mean neat and clean, and always maintain his perfomance), have a sense of humor, can cook, can singing, can playing music haha (its like a prince in a fairy tale). Yeah, its just wish.

Sometimes I feel lonely every christmas and valentine day come, i want to spend it with someone who i love, yuph i spend it everyyear with my mom ^^ LOL

Sometimes, I think if i have boyfriend i cant hang out with friends, traveling, stay at home and watch Korean drama haha..

But sometimes I feel hate if i have to traveling alone without anyone..

But for sure i just want to wait, till that man come to my life..

For sure, i just think that maybe love come when we're being friend..

I listened this songs.. And it makes me realized that i need someone (a man) stay by my side ... 

Don't you know that I want to be more than just your friend
Holding hands is fine
But I've got better things on my mind
You know it could happen
If you'd only see me in a different light
Baby when we finally get together
You will see that I was right

Say you love me
You know that it could be nice
If you'd only say you love me
Don't treat me like I was ice

Please love me
I'll be yours and you'll be mine
And if you'd only say you love me baby
Things would really work out fine

Don't you know that I want to be more than just your friend
Holding hands is fine
But I've got better things on my mind
You know it could happen
If you'd only see me in a different light
But baby when we finally get together
You will see that I was right

Say you love me
You know that it could be nice
If you'd only say you love me
And don't treat me like I was ice

Oh please love me
I'll be yours and you'll be mine
And if you'd only say you love me baby
Things would really work out fine

Say you love me
You know that it could be nice
If you'd only say you love me
And don't treat me like I was ice

Oh please love me
I'll be yours and you'll be mine
And if you'd only say you love me baby
Things would really work out fine
And if you'd only say you love me darling
Things would really work out fine

Proud To Be Myself

such as the title of this post...
hahaha... I really proud to be my self..
I was being a tour guide for 3 days for my guest from Jakarta. They are women and they are best friend.

I was being their tour guide from morning until night, you know for the first I feel awkward because don't know what i have to explain, cos actually be their tour guide are their request.
Thanks God cos i feel stressed because of my job, and then have 3 days for refreshing with my guests.

1st Day, I picked them up at airport and then after that took them to lunch at Ayam Betutu near from airport, after that took them to Khrisna (pusat oleh-oleh) here I have to explained best things that they need to bought.
You know, be a tour guide for aunty really really need extra patient lol
and then last destination was Tanah Lot, here I was being their photographer lol, I thought that be a tour guide not too easy, right??
We finish our tour around 8pm, and I still didnt eat anything for dinner..

2nd Day, Was really fun we had visited Turtle Island, watch them try jetski, visit GWK (Garuda Wisnu Kencana), and then Uluwatu Temple, and dinner at Seafood Restaurant at Kedonganan, yuuumm..

3nd Day, I have to woke up early because the destination quiet far from Denpasar Area, we went to Ubud Market, had lunch at Bebek Tepi Sawah, Sukowati Market... aiyo these aunty really loves shopping and I have to help them bargain the price of all things that they really want to bought. Crazy, i have to bargain till cheapest... aiyooo...

After finish shopping till i got dehidration, finally we spend our afternoon time at Ayana Resort to saw sunset at sunset rock bar, its apart of Ayana Resort. Hahahah... Actually the title "Proud to be my self" bacause here I learned photography from my guest, and after taking some pictures, and preview all pictures, hahaha I'm being proud... all are perfect. Love Love Love the picture..
The first time I really proud just because of the photo's result... haha

4rd day was the last day, I just help them to take all of their stuff in market, and shop like pie susu, pia legong, sate lilit, and also bought their lunch babi guling, because feel happy and enjoy the days I forgot to have lunch..
after all stuff done, packing and evrything done, then we dropped them in airport...



During 3 days, I learned much precious things... Thanks to God for that change^^

 

"DiffiCuLt TiMe"

I hate this situation...

I want to shout and say "Lord, enough!! why you leave me and take everything in my life??!!"
I want to cry, but i can't...

I want to tell someone, about what i feel... want to write down here, in my blog.. but think again that is not good.

I just playing guitar, singing, only make expression with my songs... and also create a song... hahahha
something that i never thought before...

i sat in my sofa in the living room, and watching channel 21 but, it's not interesting for me.. and then suddenly i took a papper and pen then i wrote down my first song... after that sent it to my teacher cos he said he want to make the aransement of the song...

a few days ago, i was recording in his studio room. The song is Winter Child, sang that song for my precious one... almost success...

I will finish it this week...

Impatient to hear my song...

Father, what is my dream?? 
where is my dream??
Father, what is life?? 
what is life if only me stay still?? 
what is life if i don't know what i want in my life??
what is life if i don't know what i want to do in my life??
i'm being confuse and going crazy now...

You're Not Forgotten

"Happy Birthday to you.... Happy Birthay to you.... Happy Birthday Dear Ovira.... Happy Birthday to you...."
"Saengil Chukahamnida... Saengil Chukahamnida.... Saengil Chukahamnida.... Saranghanun Uri Ovira.... Saengil Chukahamnida...."
"Chuk ni sen re khuai le, chuk ni sen re khuai le, chuk ni sen re khuai le, chuk ni sen re khuai le"
(hahaha... I dont know the song in Mandarin language)

Happy birthday dearest Ovira, I wish you will always happy, Always full bless from Heaven, always full Happiness from Jesus,..
I wish you will meet your prince soon..
I really thanks to God, cos I have you in my life... thanks to God cos we're being best friend and sister not for a few time, but almost ten years, I want to being grow old with you, get happiness together, see success come to each other.
I never forget your birthday. Really thank you of your care, actually i prepare a gift, but didnt have a time to give it to you...
and also worried that you dont like it..
I love you the way you are...
I love you as my sister...
I love you as my best friend...
I love as someone who really care of me...
Sorry still cant make you proud of me.. proud have a sister like me... really sorry...

Thanks for being such a great friend and sister...
Please being happy everyday. Love you and miss you dear Ovira...

CNBLUE - Hey You

the new song of CNBLUE from the album of EAR FUN

Na honja michidorong neomaneul michidorong neol sarang-ha-go sarang-han geuge jalmoshiramyeon
Aniya aniya ikeon cheongmal aniya

Dudu durudu love aga-in mae-il mae-il dubab dubab keo-reobwah du-ri geoddeon georireul keo-reobwah
Once aga-in back aga-in ge ringer ringer ringer ring
Haruharu monday tuet-day better day tto useul keora-go wiirohae bojiman nae-gen neoppuniya
Go-odbye darling hey you oh my darling hey you jugeul mankeum sarang-hae
Jebal nae-ge do-rawah jwo sarang-hanikka neoman anikka tashi hanbeon-man love forever
 

duruduru durudu blah blah duruduru durudu
No no once aga-in back aga-in bea-utiful bea-utiful bea-utiful one day
Duruduru durudu blah blah duruduru durudu
No no sarang-haneun nal tteonajima na honja pabocheoreom neoks na-gan pabocheoreom
Neol sarang-ha-go sarang-han nae-ga jikyeowo-nna bwah
Kara-go kara-go neoneun ibyeo-reul marha-go
Dudu durudu love aga-in oneuldo nan dubab dubab
Bu-lleo bwah hamkke deuddeon noraereul bu-lleo bwah
Once aga-in back aga-in ge ringer ringer ringer ring
Bami sae-myeon monday tuet-day better day da ijeul keora-go
Maebeon dajimhaedo nae-gen neoppuniya
 

g-g-go-od bye darling uh, oh oh oh my darling you yeah yeah yeah i ready now
Apeudajanha nan an dwehn-dajanha say oh-e-oh oh-e-oh say no no no no no no
Tell me why hey you go-odbye darling hey you oh my darling hey you
Nae sarangi neol wonhae nae gaseumi neoman wonhae haengbo-khaet-deon nal keuri-un nallo dwehdo-ra-gallae love together

translation :

 

Crazily, alone – crazily, only you
If loving you was wrong
Then no, no, this really isn’t it
Dudu Durudu Love again

Every day, every day – dubab dubab – I walk
I walk the streets we used to walk together
Once again Back again ge ringer ringer ringer ring
Day by day, Monday Tuesday, better day -
I try to comfort myself, saying that I will smile again
But to me, it’s only you

Goodbye darling hey you oh my darling hey you
I love you to death – please come back to me
Because I love you, because only you know
One more time, love forever

Duruduru durudu Blah blah Duruduru durudu No no
Once again back again Beautiful Beautiful Beautiful one day
Duruduru durudu Blah blah Duruduru durudu No no
Don’t leave me, who loves you

Alone like a fool, like a mindless fool
I loved and loved you – I guess you got tired of me
You speak of separation, telling me to go, to go
Dudu durudu Love again

Again today, I – dubab dubab – sing
I sing the song we used to listen to together
Once again Back again ge ringer ringer ringer ring
When the night passes – Monday Tuesday, better day
I promise myself that I will forget but
To me, it’s only you

Goodbye darling hey you oh my darling hey you
I love you to death – please come back to me
Because I love you, because only you know
One more time, love forever

Duruduru durudu Blah blah Duruduru durudu No no
Once again back again Beautiful Beautiful Beautiful one day
Duruduru durudu Blah blah Duruduru durudu No no
Don’t leave me, who loves you

G-g-good bye darling uh, oh oh oh
my darling you yeah yeah yeah I ready now

I’m telling you that it hurts, I’m telling you that I can’t
Say oh-e-oh oh-e-oh Say no no no no no no
Tell me why Hey you

Goodbye darling
hey you oh my darling hey you
My love wants you, my heart wants only you
The happy days, the days I long for -
I want to go back – love together

Duruduru durudu Blah blah Duruduru durudu No no
Once again back again Beautiful Beautiful Beautiful one day
Duruduru durudu Blah blah Duruduru durudu No no
Don’t leave me, who loves you

Geek in The Pink - Yong Hwa ( COVER )

I love his voice
His skill when he is singing
When he is playing guitar
The melody burn my heart...
I love him so much^^

Do do do
Do do do
Do do do

Well, let the geek in the pink take a stab at it
If you like the way I'm thinkin', baby, wink at it
I may be skinny at times but I'm fat fulla rhymes
Pass me the mic and I'm a grab at it

Well, isn't it delicious, crazy way that I'm kissin'
This baby listen to this, don't wanna miss it while it's hittin'
Sometimes you gotta fit in to get in
But don't ever quit 'cause soon I'm gonna let you in but see

I don't care what you might think about me
You'll get by without me if you want
Well, I could be the one to take you home
Baby, we could rock the night alone

If we never get down
It wouldn't be a let down
But sugar don't forget
What you already know

That I could be the one to turn you out
We could be the talk across the town
Don't judge it by the color, confuse it for another
You might regret what you let slip away

Like the geek in the pink
Well, like the geek in the pink, yeah
The geek in the pink

Well, my relationship fodder, don't mean to bother nobody
But Cupid's automatic, musta fired multiple shots at her
Because she fall in love too often, that's what the matter
At least I'm talkin' about it, keep my pattern of flattery and

She was starin' through the door frame and
Eyeing me down like already a bad boyfriend
Well, she can get her toys outta the drawer then
'Cause I ain't comin' home, I don't need that attention, see

I don't care what she might think about me
She'll get by without me if she wants
Well, I could be the one to take her home
Baby, we could rock the night alone

If we never get down
It wouldn't be a let down
But sugar don't forget
What you already know

That I could be the one to turn you out
We could be the talk across the town
Don't judge it by the color, confuse it for another
You might regret what you let slip away

Hey, baby, look at me, go from zero to hero
You better take it from a geek like me
Well, I can save you from unoriginal dum-dums
Who wouldn't care if you complete him or not

So what I've got, a short attention span, a coke in my hand
Because I'd rather have the afternoon, relaxin' understand
My hip hop and flip-flops, well, it don't stop with the light rock
My shot to mock, you kinda puts me in the tight spot

The hype is nothing more than hoo-ha, so I'm
Developing a language and I'm callin' it my own
So take a peek into the speaker and you'll see what I mean
That on the other side the grass is greener

I don't care what you might think about me
You'll get by without me if you want
I could be the one to take you home
Baby, we could rock the night alone

If we never get down
It wouldn't be a let down
But sugar don't forget
What you already know

I could be the one to turn you out
We could be the talk across the town
Don't judge it by the color, confuse it for another
You might regret what you let slip away

Like the geek in the pink
Well, I'm the geek in the pink ya'll
Geek is the color for power

I'm the geek in the pink
So I'm the geek ya'll, in the pink ya'll
Geek is the color for power
I'm the geek in the pink 

I Don't Know Why - CNBLUE

I think about you a lot take care I wanna do

and I wish I think about you all the time my life.

I think about you a lot take care, do you wanna do?

of course I know your situation backwards too

See my eyes, (in my eyes) see my lips (in mylips), See my face

(I would like to know what you really think I wanna)

I don’t know why I don’t know why I love you baby

I don’t know why I don’t know how to put it baby.I don’t know how to do

Long time no see anything new down your way canyou hear this

She is not fussed about my news I don’t care I’munderstand

Long time no see anything new down your way canyou hear this

She is not fussed about my news world you mindlook at me boo

I think about you a lot take care I wanna do

and I wish, don’t be silly she is popular.

I think about you a lot take care, do you wannado?

everyday I want you in my life all about you

See my eyes, (in my eyes) see my lips (in mylips), See my face

(I would like to know what you really think Iwanna)

I don’t know why I don’t know why I love you baby

I don’t know why I don’t know how to put it baby.I don’t know how to do

Rap :

Long time no see anything new down your way canyou hear this

She is not fussed about my news I don’t care I’munderstand

Long time no see anything new down your way canyou hear this

She is not fussed about my news world you mindlook at me boo

in my eyes in my lips, See my face

I would like to know what you really think I wanna

you don’t know why, you don’t know why I brotherwith you

I don’t know why I don’t know why you wanna do mewrong don’t tell me goodbye.

Long time no see anything new down your way canyou hear this

She is not fussed about my news I don’t care I’munderstand

Long time no see anything new down your way canyou hear this

She is not fussed about my news world you mindlook at me boo

" You Still My BestFriend "

We met 11 years ago... yes, it has been 11 years since we met... it really a long time, and we spent it with a thousand laugh, a thousand cry, a thousand mad, a thousand smile, a thousand joke, and no one can change that time.
every single moment make me realized that it always be an eternal friendship. You taught me how to face the world, you taught me how to face my life, you taught me to be a Wonder Woman.
last night i read an older note from my facebook, it's about " How You Know About Me ", it posted on 4th March 2009.
I laughed when i read it. I still remember the last message that you leave on my bbm, you said "i don't like this word : now it's time for me without you"
I'm sorry gal, it's not mean to make you hurt. I just feel tired to live like this, So bad for me, I try to make people around me happy and ignore my happiness. I try to make people around me feel comfort but they had betray me.
I'm sorry, during 11 years i can't be a bestfriend for you, sorry always dissaponted you, i just want you to stop worry about me, I won't go anywhere. You will always be my bestfriend, you will always be in my heart. So many times i spent with you, that's why i don't have a reason to forget you =)


Thank you for your care, thank you for your kindness, thank you for your time, thank you for worrying about me. The bestfriend that i ever have in my life is YOU^^.
hmm... my promise to you, if i meet my prince i will let you know^^
I LOVE YOU SISTA^__^

 

A Love Letter For My Prince

Prince, I don't know who are you, I don't know when will we meet. I also don't know where you are. And what kind of person you.

But I'm sure I'll meet you at the special time, special place, and a special day. And those moments will unforgettable.

I hope you are a wise person, shy, understanding and I hope you are a caring, loving, not a grumpy person. I hope you will always be honest to me. And I would too.

You don't need to worry about choose a place where we want to go out, you don't need to busy to prepare gifts or surprises for me. For me the special one is be with you, that's enough. I'm probably not a special person, but please know I wish I mean for you. 

you need to know I was a quite shy, maybe when you hold my hand, my hand would shake. But believe it because I was too nervous be with you. I'm not a smart person sometime i will be not talk a lot. But I will try my best when i'm be with you.

I will not get mad when you're make me waiting for you, I will not get mad when you go by without me. As long as you honestly, that's enough. I really appreciate it.

I hope you'll always talk about what you experienced during your day, although we didn't meet.

You have to know that I don't really like shopping, but if you like shopping I will go with you, I'll always be happy if you take me to go someplace  with you.

You have to know that I don't like roses, which I like is the lilies and taleli flower.

You have to know the colors that I like are purple, black, white, grey n brown.

that's about me. My Prince, I hope to see you soon. And that day is a special day. Thanks for listening.

I'm Going Crazy --> Se7en

 

Naega mianhadaneun mareun jeoldaemeonje mothaneun motnan naneun
Ohiryeo sorijilleo deo kkeuge geureohke neowaye haruga shijakdwae (here go again)
Jeodjapeum sudo eobshi michyeobeorineun uri I don’t know what to do
Jigeum wae datuneun jido nan molla
Naega eoddeon mareun handa haedo jigeum mankkeumeun
Neon deujil anha (you never listen)
Nal midji anha no~
Cheo-eum uri mannasseul daeye geu ma-eumeun eodiro gan geonji byeonhan geonji
Neomu meolli wa beorin geolkka
Ije sangcheoppunin sarangeun shireo nan
Mae-il banbokdweneun datume jichyeo nan
Honja-il ttae boda wiro-un ggeuteoneun shigan soke gachin geot gata
Neoreul tathago shipji anha urin gatchi michyeo gana bwa
i'm going crazy crazy
I sarang soke we just going crazy
Ijen ggeutiraneun nae mareun jinshim anin jinshinin naye mameun
Sunshikgane neol jujeo anke hae sokeuro nan babocheoreom huhehae (that I did you wrong)
Ireohke mae-ilgatchi apaya haneun uri
I don’t know what to do
Dodaeche wa mannaya haneunji molla
Naega eoddeon mareun handa haedo jigeum mankkeumeun
Neon deujil anha (you never listen)
Nal midji anha no~
Cheo-eum uri mannasseul daeye geu ma-eumeun eodiro gan geonji byeonhan geonji
Neomu meolli wa beorin geolkka
Ije sangcheoppunin sarangeun shireo nan
Mae-il banbokdweneun datume jichyeo nan
Honja-il ttae boda wiro-un ggeuteoneun shigan soke gachin geot gata
Neoreul tathago shipji anha urin gatchi michyeo gana bwa
i'm going crazy crazy
I sarang soke we just going crazy
Naega halsu itneunge
Amugeotdo eobdaneunge nal michige hae
Ajik neoreul saranghaneunde
Nae nunmullon bujokhanga bwa
Neomuna apado ije na hollo
Nae jashineul chajeuryeogo hae good bye~
Ije sangcheoppunin sarangeun shireo nan
Mae-il banbokdweneun datume jichyeo nan
Honja-il ttae boda wiro-un ggeuteoneun shigan soke gachin geot gata
Neoreul tathago shipji anha urin gatchi michyeo gana bwa
i'm going crazy crazy

 

 

내가 미안하다는 말은 절대먼저 못하는 못난 나는
오히려 소릴 질러 더 크게 그렇게 너와의 하루가 시작돼 (here we go again)
걷잡을 수도 없이 미쳐버리는 우리 I dont know what to do
지금 왜 다투는 지도 난 몰라

내가 어떤 말을 한다 해도 지금 만큼은
넌 듣질 않아 (you never listen)
날 믿지 않아 no~
처음 우리 만났을 때에 그 마음은 어디로 간 건지 변한 건지
너무 멀리 와 버린 걸까

이제 상처뿐인 사랑은 싫어 난
매일 반복되는 다툼에 지쳐 난
혼자일 때 보다 외로운 끝없는 시간 속에 갇힌 것 같아
너를 탓하고 싶지 않아 우린 같이 미쳐가나 봐
I'm going crazy, crazy
이 사랑 속에 we just goin' crazy

이젠 끝이라는 내 말은 진심 아닌 진심인 나의 맘은
순식간에 널 주저앉게 해 속으로 난 바보처럼 후회해 (that I did you wrong)
이렇게 매일같이 아파야 하는 우리
i don’t know what to do
도대체 왜 만나야 하는지 몰라

니가 어떤 말을 한다 해도 지금 만큼은
난 듣질 않아 (no I don't listen)
널 믿지 않아 no~
처음 우리 만났을 때에 그 마음은 어디로 간 건지 변한 건지
너무 멀리 와버린 걸까

이제 상처뿐인 사랑은 싫어 난
매일 반복되는 다툼에 지쳐 난
혼자일 때 보다 외로운 끝없는 시간 속에 갇힌 것 같아
너를 탓하고 싶지 않아 우린 같이 미쳐가나 봐
I'm going crazy, crazy
이 사랑 속에 we just goin' crazy

내가 할 수 있는게
아무것도 없다는게 날 미치게 해
아직 너를 사랑하는데
내 눈물론 부족한가 봐
너무나 아파도 이제 나 홀로
내 자신을 찾으려고 해 goodbye~

이제 상처뿐인 사랑은 싫어 난
매일 반복되는 다툼에 지쳐 난
혼자일 때 보다 외로운 끝없는 시간 속에 갇힌 것 같아
너를 탓하고 싶지 않아 우린 같이 미쳐가나 봐
I'm going crazy, crazy
이 사랑 속에 we just goin' crazy

Being the foolish person I am
I can never be the first to say sorry
Instead I shout even louder
In this way, my day with you starts (Here we go again)
The two of us have gone
Uncontrollably crazy
I don’t know what to do
I don’t even know why we’re arguing

Whatever I’m going to say
You’re not going to listen (You never listen)
You don’t trust me, no~
Our hearts from when we were first together
How far have we strayed from that?

I feel as if I’m locked away
In this never-ending span
I don’t want to blame you
It seems both of us have gone crazy
I’m going crazy, crazy
Within this love, we’re just going crazy

In this way, we feel pain everyday
Whatever you’re going to say
I’m not going to listen (No, I don’t listen)
I don’t trust you, no~
Our hearts from when we were first together
Where have they gone? Have we changed?

Now I’ve come to hate this painful love
I’m sick of the repetitious arguments
I’m lonelier than when I’m actually alone

It feels as if I’m locked away
In this never-ending span
I don’t want to blame you
It seems that both of us have gone crazy
I’m going crazy, crazy
Within this love, we’re just going crazy

It makes me crazy
That there’s nothing I can do
I still love you
It seems that my tears are insufficient
Even though it hurts a lot
Now I will go and find myself, goodbye~

Now I’ve come to hate this painful love
I’m sick of the repetitious arguments
I’m lonelier than when I’m actually alone

It feels as if I’m locked away
In this never-ending span
I don’t want to blame you
It seems that both of us have gone crazy
I’m going crazy, crazy
Within this love, we’re just going crazy

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