I know that He send the cheonsa beside me

My Ms. Cheonsa...

I dont know what I have to say about her, My Ms. Cheonsa.
Maybe I'm not just a lucky girl, nope... I know I'm special thats why so many good luck come, hahaha... yeaahhh, but bad luck also come, depends on you how you vote it.

Today, I just go to office like usual, because today I have so many things that I have to do, prepare the rooming list for a group tomorrow, card verivy all the credit card for arrival tomorrow, create all the reservationt by email n fax... yaaacckkss, one thing that made me headache is I didnt get enough time to sleep last night, only 3 hours.
Its my fault, cos i watch korean drama lol.

And got surprise at office, I read email from my GM, so bad the email talked about we have to meet the Regional Director of Sales Marketing from Aston International, and I dont prepare anything...

Nervous, Scare, Panic, all make my feel complicated. Riri was really busy and I cant tell her what I feel, and then I bother her and asked her to lend me her iphone so I can whats up my manager, since my manager in Singapore to do sales trip for a week, she will come back next week on monday.

Me   : Buu
Me   : Novita ini
Ms. Cheonsa : Ya??
Me   : Buu, do you know that today we have a meeting with Ms. Fridi?? I just little bit afraid, because I just new in this job as a reservationt, so I'm afraid that I cant speak well with Ms. Fridi, now arri go first to meet her. What I have to do??
Ms. Cheonsa : Nothing... U calm down first
Ms. Cheonsa : U have done good job dear no need to worry
Ms. Cheonsa : Dia tanya2 gimana selama ini
Ms. Cheonsa : Just tell the truth aja, cos I got nothing to hide
Ms. Cheonsa : So should u
Ms. Cheonsa : Kalo memang saya kurang apa, silahkan di inform
Ms. Cheonsa : Probably di tanya2 product knowledge
Ms. Cheonsa : Rate Grid
Ms. Cheonsa : Golden Rules
Ms. Cheonsa : Novita mau tanya apa?? Or anything u want to know.. yang kira2 kamu blm pede
Me   : Will she ask about u?? aa.. I'm not good at product knowledge, and golden rules, since sometimes I dont have a good time to learn all of product, so bad today just come, and I have to face her. But I will, and If she ask about you, I will tell the truth who you are as my manager :)
Ms. Cheonsa : Thankss babe, just tell the truth ya :)
Me   : Nothing, I will read all the information
Ms. Cheonsa : Ga papa, u tell that kmu masuk in the middle of peak season, all product knowledge u learn by doing
Ms. Cheonsa : Some information shared but hasnt been properly trained cos of the short of manning, while operation must go on rite ?
Ms. Cheonsa : Yes, she pasti will ask how I manage the team
Ms. Cheonsa : Just tell the truth
Me   : Yess buu... Thank you so much, I will answer all of her question with confidence. Buu, whoever you are, just be Bu Stella that I ever know, and whatever they say about you, you are my manager :)
Me   : Wish me luck ya buu
Me   : I know that I can
Me   : Thank you so much :)
Me   : I'm not afraid anymore^^, Its my turn now :)
Ms. Cheonsa : Yes, of course u can dear, u have potential remember that
Ms. Cheonsa : :)
Ms. Cheonsa : Good Luck

I'm so lovely, I know that.. He send me an angel, a real angel.. She's the one who knows and who can understand me..

I send a message to Riri, eventhough I just have 0,00000000001% it doesnt mean that I'm being hopeless rite??
thats really important, 0,00000000001% still can give me hope.
I know here, no one support me or give me a chance to prepare my dream, But Ms. Cheonsa she give a chance to prepare my dreams, and build it then one day I can see my dream being come true.

I really thanks to Riri, cos she recomend me to join with this company, eventhough no one like me here, no one accept me here except Ms. Cheonsa n Riri , but I know this way He make it for me, so I can be Debora Novita Ayu Saraswati.

I really thanks to Mr. Manado someone who i love now, eventhough we still dont know each other but you know what?? I will, Yes I will, I will do my best so Ms. Cheonsa proud of me, and you can see me^^
Thank you eventhough we still dont know each other  but you still can make me smile, only think about youu, I can happy and smile in a whole day^^
Could you please waiting for me, I really work hard to go to the next level so you can see me?
I will work hard, Yes I will, for Ms. Cheonsa, for Riri, for you Mr. Manado, and for my DREAM and FUTURE^^.
Please wait for me =)

Dear God, thank you. Whatever they say about me, I just want to be my self, I just want to show the love, to show the way how you can build your dream.
I dont want to give up. I can be right now, Its not easy, so I dont want to waste the time.

Thank you, Thank you so much. I want to meet Ms. Cheonsa soon, and see her smile. Miss her a lot.

Oyeaahh God... Can I ask you somethind that really important?? Please bless n stay beside Ms. Cheonsa, Riri, Vivi, and Mr. Manado =)
Love them so much^__________^
and thank you cos You make me being a special one^^