"DiffiCuLt TiMe"

I hate this situation...

I want to shout and say "Lord, enough!! why you leave me and take everything in my life??!!"
I want to cry, but i can't...

I want to tell someone, about what i feel... want to write down here, in my blog.. but think again that is not good.

I just playing guitar, singing, only make expression with my songs... and also create a song... hahahha
something that i never thought before...

i sat in my sofa in the living room, and watching channel 21 but, it's not interesting for me.. and then suddenly i took a papper and pen then i wrote down my first song... after that sent it to my teacher cos he said he want to make the aransement of the song...

a few days ago, i was recording in his studio room. The song is Winter Child, sang that song for my precious one... almost success...

I will finish it this week...

Impatient to hear my song...

Father, what is my dream?? 
where is my dream??
Father, what is life?? 
what is life if only me stay still?? 
what is life if i don't know what i want in my life??
what is life if i don't know what i want to do in my life??
i'm being confuse and going crazy now...

CNBLUE - Hey You

the new song of CNBLUE from the album of EAR FUN

video

Na honja michidorong neomaneul michidorong neol sarang-ha-go sarang-han geuge jalmoshiramyeon
Aniya aniya ikeon cheongmal aniya

Dudu durudu love aga-in mae-il mae-il dubab dubab keo-reobwah du-ri geoddeon georireul keo-reobwah
Once aga-in back aga-in ge ringer ringer ringer ring
Haruharu monday tuet-day better day tto useul keora-go wiirohae bojiman nae-gen neoppuniya
Go-odbye darling hey you oh my darling hey you jugeul mankeum sarang-hae
Jebal nae-ge do-rawah jwo sarang-hanikka neoman anikka tashi hanbeon-man love forever
 
duruduru durudu blah blah duruduru durudu
No no once aga-in back aga-in bea-utiful bea-utiful bea-utiful one day
Duruduru durudu blah blah duruduru durudu
No no sarang-haneun nal tteonajima na honja pabocheoreom neoks na-gan pabocheoreom
Neol sarang-ha-go sarang-han nae-ga jikyeowo-nna bwah
Kara-go kara-go neoneun ibyeo-reul marha-go
Dudu durudu love aga-in oneuldo nan dubab dubab
Bu-lleo bwah hamkke deuddeon noraereul bu-lleo bwah
Once aga-in back aga-in ge ringer ringer ringer ring
Bami sae-myeon monday tuet-day better day da ijeul keora-go
Maebeon dajimhaedo nae-gen neoppuniya
 
g-g-go-od bye darling uh, oh oh oh my darling you yeah yeah yeah i ready now
Apeudajanha nan an dwehn-dajanha say oh-e-oh oh-e-oh say no no no no no no
Tell me why hey you go-odbye darling hey you oh my darling hey you
Nae sarangi neol wonhae nae gaseumi neoman wonhae haengbo-khaet-deon nal keuri-un nallo dwehdo-ra-gallae love together


translation :

 
Crazily, alone – crazily, only you
If loving you was wrong
Then no, no, this really isn’t it
Dudu Durudu Love again
Every day, every day – dubab dubab – I walk
I walk the streets we used to walk together
Once again Back again ge ringer ringer ringer ring
Day by day, Monday Tuesday, better day -
I try to comfort myself, saying that I will smile again
But to me, it’s only you
Goodbye darling hey you oh my darling hey you
I love you to death – please come back to me
Because I love you, because only you know
One more time, love forever
Duruduru durudu Blah blah Duruduru durudu No no
Once again back again Beautiful Beautiful Beautiful one day
Duruduru durudu Blah blah Duruduru durudu No no
Don’t leave me, who loves you
Alone like a fool, like a mindless fool
I loved and loved you – I guess you got tired of me
You speak of separation, telling me to go, to go
Dudu durudu Love again
Again today, I – dubab dubab – sing
I sing the song we used to listen to together
Once again Back again ge ringer ringer ringer ring
When the night passes – Monday Tuesday, better day
I promise myself that I will forget but
To me, it’s only you
Goodbye darling hey you oh my darling hey you
I love you to death – please come back to me
Because I love you, because only you know
One more time, love forever
Duruduru durudu Blah blah Duruduru durudu No no
Once again back again Beautiful Beautiful Beautiful one day
Duruduru durudu Blah blah Duruduru durudu No no
Don’t leave me, who loves you
G-g-good bye darling uh, oh oh oh
my darling you yeah yeah yeah I ready now
I’m telling you that it hurts, I’m telling you that I can’t
Say oh-e-oh oh-e-oh Say no no no no no no
Tell me why Hey you
Goodbye darling
hey you oh my darling hey you
My love wants you, my heart wants only you
The happy days, the days I long for -
I want to go back – love together
Duruduru durudu Blah blah Duruduru durudu No no
Once again back again Beautiful Beautiful Beautiful one day
Duruduru durudu Blah blah Duruduru durudu No no
Don’t leave me, who loves you

Geek in The Pink - Yong Hwa ( COVER )

I love his voice
His skill when he is singing
When he is playing guitar
The melody burn my heart...
I love him so much^^


video

Do do do
Do do do
Do do do

Well, let the geek in the pink take a stab at it
If you like the way I'm thinkin', baby, wink at it
I may be skinny at times but I'm fat fulla rhymes
Pass me the mic and I'm a grab at it

Well, isn't it delicious, crazy way that I'm kissin'
This baby listen to this, don't wanna miss it while it's hittin'
Sometimes you gotta fit in to get in
But don't ever quit 'cause soon I'm gonna let you in but see

I don't care what you might think about me
You'll get by without me if you want
Well, I could be the one to take you home
Baby, we could rock the night alone

If we never get down
It wouldn't be a let down
But sugar don't forget
What you already know

That I could be the one to turn you out
We could be the talk across the town
Don't judge it by the color, confuse it for another
You might regret what you let slip away

Like the geek in the pink
Well, like the geek in the pink, yeah
The geek in the pink

Well, my relationship fodder, don't mean to bother nobody
But Cupid's automatic, musta fired multiple shots at her
Because she fall in love too often, that's what the matter
At least I'm talkin' about it, keep my pattern of flattery and

She was starin' through the door frame and
Eyeing me down like already a bad boyfriend
Well, she can get her toys outta the drawer then
'Cause I ain't comin' home, I don't need that attention, see

I don't care what she might think about me
She'll get by without me if she wants
Well, I could be the one to take her home
Baby, we could rock the night alone

If we never get down
It wouldn't be a let down
But sugar don't forget
What you already know

That I could be the one to turn you out
We could be the talk across the town
Don't judge it by the color, confuse it for another
You might regret what you let slip away

Hey, baby, look at me, go from zero to hero
You better take it from a geek like me
Well, I can save you from unoriginal dum-dums
Who wouldn't care if you complete him or not

So what I've got, a short attention span, a coke in my hand
Because I'd rather have the afternoon, relaxin' understand
My hip hop and flip-flops, well, it don't stop with the light rock
My shot to mock, you kinda puts me in the tight spot

The hype is nothing more than hoo-ha, so I'm
Developing a language and I'm callin' it my own
So take a peek into the speaker and you'll see what I mean
That on the other side the grass is greener

I don't care what you might think about me
You'll get by without me if you want
I could be the one to take you home
Baby, we could rock the night alone

If we never get down
It wouldn't be a let down
But sugar don't forget
What you already know

I could be the one to turn you out
We could be the talk across the town
Don't judge it by the color, confuse it for another
You might regret what you let slip away

Like the geek in the pink
Well, I'm the geek in the pink ya'll
Geek is the color for power

I'm the geek in the pink
So I'm the geek ya'll, in the pink ya'll
Geek is the color for power
I'm the geek in the pink 

I Don't Know Why - CNBLUE


I think about you a lot take care I wanna do
and I wish I think about you all the time my life.
I think about you a lot take care, do you wanna do?
of course I know your situation backwards too

See my eyes, (in my eyes) see my lips (in mylips), See my face
(I would like to know what you really think I wanna)

I don’t know why I don’t know why I love you baby
I don’t know why I don’t know how to put it baby.I don’t know how to do

Long time no see anything new down your way canyou hear this
She is not fussed about my news I don’t care I’munderstand
Long time no see anything new down your way canyou hear this
She is not fussed about my news world you mindlook at me boo

I think about you a lot take care I wanna do
and I wish, don’t be silly she is popular.
I think about you a lot take care, do you wannado?
everyday I want you in my life all about you

See my eyes, (in my eyes) see my lips (in mylips), See my face
(I would like to know what you really think Iwanna)

I don’t know why I don’t know why I love you baby
I don’t know why I don’t know how to put it baby.I don’t know how to do

Rap :
Long time no see anything new down your way canyou hear this
She is not fussed about my news I don’t care I’munderstand
Long time no see anything new down your way canyou hear this
She is not fussed about my news world you mindlook at me boo

in my eyes in my lips, See my face
I would like to know what you really think I wanna

you don’t know why, you don’t know why I brotherwith you
I don’t know why I don’t know why you wanna do mewrong don’t tell me goodbye.

Long time no see anything new down your way canyou hear this
She is not fussed about my news I don’t care I’munderstand
Long time no see anything new down your way canyou hear this
She is not fussed about my news world you mindlook at me boo